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HELP ME TO

CHANGE WHAT

I CAN CHANGE



AND ACCEPT WHAT



I CANNOT...
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Samuel Lee Sheng Hui.

6th Jan 1992. (17 this year)

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© freakyryo-

Monday, May 04, 2009.

not again. not again. not again.
no.
it's not real.
no. no way its real
its not happening again
history is not repeating itself.
no
not again
no
how can it happen again?
how can it all crash in one night?
no
cannot be.
i must be lying to myself.
yeah
that must be it
you cannot be gone so fast
no
you wont
you promised.
yeah you promised not to.
so yeah.
it cannot be real.
it cannot be real.
this cannot be happening
this cannot be true.
no.
definitely.
nope
not happening.
yeah.
haha.
cannot be happening.
dreaming.
that must be it.
haha.
yeah!
that's what's going on.
yep.
my mind is deceiving me.
its just making me feel bad.
yeah
satan is just trying to get me down
nope.
not happening.
no
it cannot be happening
no
this cannot be happening.
no wait
its real
i really did it.
its really happening again.
but how can it be?
history repeats itself
i should have known better.
this is bad.
this is very bad.
what am i supposed to do now?
what am i supposed to do without you?
how can you just leave me hanging in the air like that?
dont you know
i feel your pain?
didnt you say
you can feel mine?
what happened?
i am freaking out
i'm freaking out without you.
what am i supposed to do now?
saying sorry now is not even right.
i dont know what to do anymore
i dont know
i dont know
i'm scared.
how can this be happening?
i cant believe it
i cant believe it
i was afraid of this
i was trying to avoid this
i made sure it was safe.
i made sure it was alright
how can this be happening then?
i'm losing it
i'm losing it...