Sunday, May 31, 2009.
'fast flying, yet slow going'
surreal.
signing off
sam
tag replies:
Shaun - LOL YOUR TURN.
Saturday, May 30, 2009.
'step step step, swing swing swing'
man.
the hours of lack of sleep are slowly accumulating...
mega tired now.
i'll go slp soon.
but that's what i always say =/
oh well.
must. go. sleep...
signing off
sam
tag replies:
Veda - Haha, glad your thumb's better. Be careful next time ah. haha.
Nic - Hey, no prob. Glad to be of help. haha.
Thursday, May 28, 2009.
'break the walls that've been building atrophy'
i shall not complain of a certain teacher here because i'd get sued if i do.
so i shall shut up about that.
well forget about that anyhoots.
theory test went fine. hopefully i'll get a good grade.
when James was giving out my paper i realised that it was my first paper in 7 months, the last dating back to the last day of O's. hahaha
how time flies eh?
i barely noticed it was wk 6 too wow.
anyway thanks to the ppl who were there for me, appreciate it.
signing off
sam
when high expectations come crashing down,
i knew that's what you'd do.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009.
'drink sour sips from life's lush lips'
theory test tomorrow
maths and keys coming up soon
oh my gosh.
help ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
signing off
sam
tag replies:
Veda, Isabel - Eh gang up against helpless me luh? ):
xiiaoxiiaosotong - cannot laugh ah. hahaha
Tuesday, May 26, 2009.
'we fell apart, at least for the most part... but baby dont cry'
today was pretty fine. cut hair yesterday so everybody had a good laugh. lol.
i seriously left more hair at the salon then i took back with me on my head -.-
oh well.
keys and math is making me super worried.
help ahhhhhhhhhhh =/
and Oribelle is from my pri sch
and Clarissa is Miao's good friend O.O
amazing... i just found out...
Singapore really too small lah. hahaha.
signing off
sam
tag replies:
xiiaoxiiaosotong - yeah alright
Monday, May 25, 2009.
'she knows its too late as we're walking on by'
i'm still tired.
but work's stacking up,
and the long due dates are making me procrastinate.
shoot.
keys test is coming soon! UGH...
i better go practice.
signing off
sam
Sunday, May 24, 2009.
'dont go flirting with disaster, its a recipe for your doom'
recee was fun, everyone's tired including me.
signing off,
sam
tag replies:
xiiaoxiiaosotong - i think you did fine, and take care alright?
Saturday, May 23, 2009.
'move along, move along, like i know you'd do'
just to make it through,
we'll keep strong
and move along
signing off
sam
tag replies:
Shaun - dang ):
Veda - Aw man ): Eileen tagged here just cos i was being mean. hahaha
Friday, May 22, 2009.
"face down in the dirt, she said this doesn't hurt, she said 'i've finally had enough"
this post is dedicated to you.
take care of yourself bro,
know that i got your back.
do what's best for you.
signing off
sam
tag replies:
Isabel, Veda, xiiaoxiiaosotong, Eileen - okokokokok just joking hahahaha! but there are a lot of Samuels going around O.O
Shaun - lol i go train now!
Thursday, May 21, 2009.
TIRED AH.
i go slp now.
signing off
sam
tag replies:
cyferrs - lol hi
xiiaoxiiaosotong - hello (:
Shaun - I WANT! LOL
Wednesday, May 20, 2009.
up up down down, going round and round...I MUST CATCH UP ON MY WORKKKKKKKKK(p.s. stop making me feel bad abt it. ugh..........)signing offsamtag replies:
xiiaoxiiaosotong - haha, not popular too!
veda - means its not popular! like Isabel. hahaha
SIYING - hello! no that's not your bro is my classmate. haha yep its what i enjoy doing!
xiiaoxiiaosotong - okay, thanks, will do
ChuanJiat - EH! My chinese not that bad okay! LOL. i think its the song that the other Sam sang. you were saying what, duet with another guy? lol. yah that one. hahahaha.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009.
'wei shen me ba ta fang xia?'haha. today on the way to Moberly, CJ sang a chinese song.surprisingly i could understand. lol. but it made me think abit...haha. oh well. today was alright, math is still killer. but i'm starting to slowly get it... SLOWLY.still tired, not slping well the last few nights. late too. =xSAM, BE SELF DISCIPLINED... ugh.'ni bu shi shuo ni ai ta? wei shen me ba ta fang xia?'signing offsamtag replies:
Shaun - lazy dl. dunno if can torrent on mac anw O.O
xiiaoxiiaosotong - sorry i cant! =x another time k?
Adrina - hello! WHEN WE MEETING! haha!
Isabel :D (c) - LOL. it just shows Samuel is much more liked than Isabel. i just insulted Isabels all over the world. hahaha
Monday, May 18, 2009.
'on his face is a map of the world, run away, run away'
i'm tired
signing off
sam
tag replies:
xiiaoxiiaosotong - cannot leh. at sch mah. no choice. haha.
Sunday, May 17, 2009.
'down down in an earlier round'
and we're going down, swinging
signing off
sam
tag replies:
Shaun - you watch out arh. you sure your phone can handle it? lol.
xiiaoxiiaosotong - haha. alright.
Saturday, May 16, 2009.
disillusioned.it never happens anyway.i must be dreaming again.hope it wont slowly turn into a nightmare.signing offsamtag replies:
xiiaoxiiaosotong - haha, you stay happy too.
johann - haha, its just me i guess? lol
shirlyn - you know alr still say. make me sadder ):
Shaun - lol i spam you again then you know. hahaha! i know your weakness ;D
Perry - yeah haha you go join Dont Forget The Lyrics lah. lol
Friday, May 15, 2009.
'taped over your heart with lies'
and all it can do is get better from here
signing off
sam
Thursday, May 14, 2009.
'shiver when i hear your name
think about you but its not the same'
phrase of the day: EH I JUST REALISED I SIGNED UP TO BE A ROADIE!
signing off
sam
.
Jun Qi asks for a happy post,
so a happy post it shall be!
HELLO JUN QI. I KNOW YOU READING. ;D
how to make this happy?
eh. smileys? :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
or, ? hahaha!
<19> <32> (got what else arh?)
okay lah. happy enough?
not happy i edit. hahaha.
signing off (HAPPILY.)
sam
Wednesday, May 13, 2009.
can it be true...?
can this be actually happening?
aye.
but i'm scared...
signing off
sam
Tuesday, May 12, 2009.
i dont know,
how am i supposed to feel now?
signing off
sam
.
so its done and over with.
finally.
and though i've given the whole thing to you,
i still hope we wont continue to drift apart...
i'll pray. i'll pray.
signing off
sam
Monday, May 11, 2009.
so i'm not the only one feeling it.
now i know...
but... big question now is...
why?
signing off
sam
.
first him,
now you,
what's going on?
signing off
sam
why is everybody slowly slipping away?
i dont understand... what's happening?
Sunday, May 10, 2009.
my neck's spoiling my day.
ugh.
ow ow ow ow ow.
aiiiiyoouuuuuuwaahhhhhh
signing off
sam
Saturday, May 09, 2009.
maybe its not worth it after all...
signing off
sam
Friday, May 08, 2009.
i'm starting to get your message.
you may not be sending it directly,
you may not be sending it intentionally (i sure hope not),
but i'm getting it.
yet, i cant accuse you...
fine.
signing off
sam
i'll suffer alone, if that's what you want for me.its fair now, to say that its unfair.
maybe i'll leave this blog to rot till i get some answers,
esp those for the prev post.
heck, will you even care enough to read this?
Wednesday, May 06, 2009.
now what do i mean to you then,
and where do i stand?
tell me, please tell me,
cause i really really want to know...
no. wait.
i really really NEED to know,
and i really need to hear it from you...
signing off
sam
here i am toiling away,
trying so hard,
yet at times you make me feel
like all my efforts are meaningless...
i'll be honest,
at times, it even feels like you dont care anymore...
Tuesday, May 05, 2009.
is it so wrong to try and be a good friend?
sigh, maybe i HAVEN'T gotten to the root of the problem.
i thought i had it... but apparently not...
signing off
sam
.
need something
but afraid to ask for it.
should i...?
signing off
sam
Monday, May 04, 2009.
not again. not again. not again.
no.
it's not real.
no. no way its real
its not happening again
history is not repeating itself.
no
not again
no
how can it happen again?
how can it all crash in one night?
no
cannot be.
i must be lying to myself.
yeah
that must be it
you cannot be gone so fast
no
you wont
you promised.
yeah you promised not to.
so yeah.
it cannot be real.
it cannot be real.
this cannot be happening
this cannot be true.
no.
definitely.
nope
not happening.
yeah.
haha.
cannot be happening.
dreaming.
that must be it.
haha.
yeah!
that's what's going on.
yep.
my mind is deceiving me.
its just making me feel bad.
yeah
satan is just trying to get me down
nope.
not happening.
no
it cannot be happening
no
this cannot be happening.
no wait
its real
i really did it.
its really happening again.
but how can it be?
history repeats itself
i should have known better.
this is bad.
this is very bad.
what am i supposed to do now?
what am i supposed to do without you?
how can you just leave me hanging in the air like that?
dont you know
i feel your pain?
didnt you say
you can feel mine?
what happened?
i am freaking out
i'm freaking out without you.
what am i supposed to do now?
saying sorry now is not even right.
i dont know what to do anymore
i dont know
i dont know
i'm scared.
how can this be happening?
i cant believe it
i cant believe it
i was afraid of this
i was trying to avoid this
i made sure it was safe.
i made sure it was alright
how can this be happening then?
i'm losing it
i'm losing it...
.
will it ever change?
i dont know...
but you know how i feel about it.
i bet you do.
but will knowing it ever change anything?
signing off
sam
(i'll just leave it to God for now...)
Sunday, May 03, 2009.
i trust in You.
i know that you have it all in Your hands
i dont know why this is happening
but i'll just move on by faith.
knowing You're in control
and You wont give me what i cannot handle.
thank You. for lettting me cry in front of You
then comforting me.
signing off
sam
.
been so long,
and i've missed it so much,
i didnt realise till it happened.
haha (:
signing offf
sam
Saturday, May 02, 2009.
thank You.
thank You so much. (:
its true that there's no greater joy
than being with You.
thank You.
signing off
sam
