i've seen the way you look around the bend, is it going to end when you change your mind? is it going to end? when? i know i'm sounding selfish right now, but when will it be my turn?
i've come to grips with life and realised this is going too far, i've been living in my own made-up hope for far too long its time to come out...
if you wade around you will surely drown, i see what's going down, and i see the need to escape...
its time to break the walls that've been building atrophy, its time to get out... get out...
signing off sam i'm escaping, but will i be alone in this?
Monday, March 30, 2009.
some things we can control, while others are out of our reach... but right now, all i can do, is wish and wish... if only, if only reality was like that... i love you signing off sam
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn all alone. Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. and maybe, some day you will see but dont be surprised when things aint what they seem...
Sunday, March 29, 2009.
CRASH. you hear that? its the sound of something fragile breaking... stop it boy. you're weak enough as it is... pull a breath, like another puff, and try not to care.
signing off sam (but i cant...)
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calm after the storm? i dont see it. silver lining in every gray cloud? i dont see it neither... maybe its time i faced the facts, and just braved the storms... but i need someone to carry me...
signing off sam
(i'll admit. i'm scared.)
Saturday, March 28, 2009.
i'm going, i wanna go, but i dont wanna say bye... sigh.
signing off sam
edit!//
Jia Le tagged me for this so here we go.
10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ (up to you all if you wanna do, i just putting names for the sake of doing so. lol...) : 1. Shaun 2. Perry 3. Veda 4. Marcus 5. Eileen 6. Maurice 7. Samantha 8. Nicole Ong 9. Nicole Khoo 10. Jia Le
15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?(Perry) If I say, I wont live much longer. lol....
16: Is 3 a male or a female?(Veda) Female, my momo ;D
17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?(Samantha and Jia Le) NO! MY SIS AND JIA LE?! I've been mind freaked. LOL.
18: What is Number 1 studying about?(Shaun) Digital Media
20: Is Number 4 single?(Marcus) i hope so. lol.
21: Say something about Number 2. (Perry) he'll kill me if i answered question one honestly.
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together (Veda and Maurice) POOR MOMO! D:
23: Describe Number 9.(Nicole Khoo) BLUR BLOK. xD
24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight? (Maurice and Samantha) i no need do anything. Samantha will beat the daylights out of Maurice. LOL. xD
25: Do you like Number 8?(Nicole Ong) Ah Ong ah... Haha, of course like la! She makes fabulous cookies!
-End Of Quiz-
Friday, March 27, 2009.
Shaun has more pics, go his blog see!
signing off sam
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PLEASE LEAVE A TAG SAYING "NARWHALED!" IF YOU HAVE SEEN THIS POST, SHAUN IS ON AN ADVENTURE TO SEE IF THIS EDITED PICTURE WILL BECOME FAMOUS AND I WANNA KEEP TRACK. LOL. I'M PROMOTING IT FOR HIM IN HOPE OF GETTING SEOUL GARDEN. xD
spot the difference? NARWHAL+ULQUIORRA = NARQUIORRA ALL CREDITS TO EDITING OF PICTURE GOES TO SHAUN. (i gave disclaimer, dont sue. ;D)
WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW TOO, DONT LOSE OUT! NARWHALS NARWHALS SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN
PLEASE HELP TO SPREAD THE NARWHAL!
signing off sam
Thursday, March 26, 2009.
cover me, unwanted clemency... we've all had a time where we've lost control, we've all had our time to grow, i'm hoping i'm wrong but i know i'm right, maybe i'll just give up this fight...
signing off sam
Wednesday, March 25, 2009.
i wish, i wish, all i can do, is wish... will any of them ever happen?
signing off sam
Tuesday, March 24, 2009.
when i'm with you, you bring me to two places... you calm me down, and you cheer me up... you never needed to do much, nothing really..., just being there with me was enough to take me away... that's why i wish you were here right now, to bring me there again...
signing off
sam
(i need you...)
Monday, March 23, 2009.
hypocrite? maybe... i'm sorry...
signing off sam
Sunday, March 22, 2009.
i'm scared... what if...? and its my fault again...? then...? will you...? sigh.
signing off sam (i've come to realise how much i need you around, how much i need you to be there for me... and i wanna be the one there for you always too...)
Saturday, March 21, 2009.
dear God... i need healing... i need it badly right now... dear God... i know You can help me... the pain, the hurt, the suffering... i leave it into Your hands, trusting that You will give me joy, You will give me peace, and that Your will shall be done in my life. so dear God, i place all these in Your hands... amen...
signing off sam (it hurts to love...)
Friday, March 20, 2009.
in those arms, the safest place to be, where i wanna stay forever... every hour apart, i cant take it, please, run with me, i can't run on without you
signing off sam
Thursday, March 19, 2009.
UGH. stop stopping on me! its getting very annoying and frustrating!
signing off (annoyed) sam
Wednesday, March 18, 2009.
i'm back, camp's been great but i'm sick D: nvm. time to be a song (: i'm missing you already... signing off sam
Saturday, March 14, 2009.
away away, for 4 whole days, byebye!
signing off sam
Friday, March 13, 2009.
i tried it today, LOOKS SO WEIRD. lol. but its all for fun. haha.
signing off sam
Thursday, March 12, 2009.
and my first blog post, from my new macbook! guess what it comes with both mac AND windows. lol...............
signing off (FROM HIM MAC!) sam
Wednesday, March 11, 2009.
oh my oh my! too much! D: come back again tmr!
signing off sam
( p.s. you're welcome, its my pleasure (: )
Tuesday, March 10, 2009.
potential disaster, better stop before it gets out of control, or the consequences ain't gonna be pretty... watch out.
signing off sam
Monday, March 09, 2009.
forever and always, it will be haha...
signing off sam
Sunday, March 08, 2009.
i should quit thinking too much and just be ignorant about everything. after all, its said that ignorance is bliss. but is it really?
signing off sam
Saturday, March 07, 2009.
take it back, i didn't really need it anyway. got it?
signing off sam
Friday, March 06, 2009.
tried to grab it but it disappeared too fast. aw ):
signing off sam
Thursday, March 05, 2009.
how does he do it?
signing off sam
Wednesday, March 04, 2009.
realisation. the first step to recovery. oh well, here i go
signing off sam
Tuesday, March 03, 2009.
you just made my day (: thank you!
signing off sam
Monday, March 02, 2009.
so much i wanna know so much i wanna ask but i dont dare cos i know that if i did, i wont be helping you. not at all. so for your sake, i will just bottle everything up, i'll not ask anything. i'll remain quiet, in the fear of the risk of making you upset. i'll just keep reminding myself, that its for your sake. but for how long can i bottle it up? for how long can i take it? shut up sam, before you make her feel worse. signing off sam
