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HELP ME TO

CHANGE WHAT

I CAN CHANGE



AND ACCEPT WHAT



I CANNOT...
Welcome.

Samuel Lee Sheng Hui.

6th Jan 1992. (17 this year)

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© freakyryo-

Saturday, February 28, 2009.

you dont know how i feel about this, do you?
i'll just watch from afar
and continue to feel this way.
its okay.
its just worrying that i'm growing used to it...
i'm honestly very confused.
to keep that small glimmer of hope?
or to just let it all go?
what to do?
sigh..

signing off
sam

Friday, February 27, 2009.

not even one week
and i'm out
owned. lol.

signing off
sam

Thursday, February 26, 2009.

all for you,
i hope you're happy now (:

signing off
sam

Wednesday, February 25, 2009.

you JUST had to push this to me.
ugh.
now i suffer.
happy?

signing off
sam

Monday, February 23, 2009.

it covers my ears
it goes around my head
and i love it.
:D
$134 headphones!

signing off
sam

Sunday, February 22, 2009.

i tried so hard,
but all in vain.
she barely tries,
yet she gets what i been working so hard for.
whatever.
i'm sick of trying.
sick of being on the losing end.
so now,
finally,
i'm letting go.
byebye.

signing off
sam

screw, will you even read this post? heck.

Friday, February 20, 2009.

the squirrel owns all!
awesomeeeeeeeeee....
>=D

signing off
sam

Thursday, February 19, 2009.

aw mannnn...
dad pushed me to go work part time...
literally...
byebye freedom :(

signing off
sam

Wednesday, February 18, 2009.

one moment she's this
the other she's that...
what is she then?
take care bro.

signing off
sam

Tuesday, February 17, 2009.

dreams give you a place to escape from reality.
problem is, dreams don't last forever...
sleep on...

signing off
sam

Monday, February 16, 2009.

think back to the past, i get mixed emotions.
angry, hurt, upset.
thinking of the present situation ain't much better.
sadness, jealousy, emptiness.
solution to the problem?
don't think about anything.
but then again, easier said than done.

signing off
sam

dear God, help me remember that all i really need is You...

Sunday, February 15, 2009.

you know how it feels
yet you keep on doing it to me.
but what can i say? =/

signing off
sam

Friday, February 13, 2009.

one step forward
another step back
and we're getting nowhere...

signing off
sam

Thursday, February 12, 2009.

now that everything's back to normal
i'm back to how i was before it happened too.
dont get me wrong, i'm happy for you
but i wanna be happy for myself too...

signing off
sam

Tuesday, February 10, 2009.

and i finally got it
finally.
had a good day today
SHAUN'S AT FOB CONCERT.
SIGHHHHHHHHH.....

signing off
sam

Monday, February 09, 2009.

just as it seems that things are getting back on track
everything derails.
bummer...

signing off
sam

Sunday, February 08, 2009.

well, this is a first.
but then again,
there's a first time to everything.
i just wonder if this will be the last...

signing off
sam

Saturday, February 07, 2009.

You're the center of my everything
You're the rock on which i stand...

signing off
sam

Friday, February 06, 2009.

and brittle things
tend to crumble and fall
i pray so hard
that You'll hold me through it all...

signing off
sam

Thursday, February 05, 2009.

things seem different now...
what's changed?
i cant put my finger on it...

signing off
sam

Wednesday, February 04, 2009.

one's determined,
the other's stubborn.
who will give in?

signing off
sam

Tuesday, February 03, 2009.

"dont worry, i'm okay."
"i never asked."
"ouch..."

signing off
sam

Monday, February 02, 2009.

ROCK BAND
ROCKED...
BOTAK JONES

SO FULL...
POOL
GOT TRASHED...
BUT FUN DAY.
LETS DO IT AGAIN
TRWB

signing off
sam