Tuesday, September 30, 2008.
"Wake me up when september ends..." (Green Day)Hey hey
Turn on your radios tonight (30th Sept) and see if some joker is playing "Wake Me Up When September Ends" by Green Day.
Wonder if the muttons will, those jokers... Lol.
Ah well.
and you. you know who you are.
we've already fixed a date to settle all these problems once and for all. thx for agreeing to meet...
BUT PLEASE. dont back out at the last moment.
let it end well, lets go back to the past when we were happy...
when we talked and laughed so much...
when we were so good friends... do you still remember? but now its going so cold...its already so cold...
dont let it tear us apart, dont let it tear our friendship apart.
its not worth it, not even the least.
things can happen if you leave certain problems unresolved...
first you drift
then you feel cold
after that, it really depends on what happens
but if the problem is never resolved, the ending is never pretty.
its time to face the problems and settle it.
lets kill it, before it kills you, and me, and our friendship.
lets end it fast, and lets end it well.
i already promised to do my best to make it end as happily as possible. and i plan to stick by my word.
the rest, its up to you. i want to get rid of all the problems and gaps between us.
i want a happy ending.
do you? i'm sure you do too. i'll be waiting...
"some say that time changes. best friends can become strangers. but i dont want that, no not for you. if you just stay with me we can make it through..." (Say Anything - Good Charlotte)
Signing out,
Sam
Thursday, September 25, 2008.
"Face down in the dirt, he said this doesnt hurt, he said 'I finally had enough...'" (Face Down - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus [slight edit])Hey...Things have been rocky these past few wks. For those really close to me, you'll know what i'm talking about. Haha...Been really down. Plus, O's so near. Rahh, panic panic... ><I'm graduating from sec sch tomorrow (so sad!). After this, i'm gonna chiong my science and maths all the way already. If you catch me slacking, pls dont hesitate to scold me. Lol... I'll need the wake up call.Well other than that, nothing much really... I've decided not to let things bring me down. So what? Shizzo happens. We cant change it. We'll have to change to work WITH it and get along with it, in other words, we have to learn to accept it. You cant undo what's already happened.Heh, I cant smile on my own now, so i'm gonna be happy for the sake of the ppl who care for me...I really wanna thank these ppl. Haha... They're the ones who are really there for you, through thick and thin... So here're the good buddies in my life... Heh.Perry : Heh, bro, you and i have gone through so much already, to the extent we unknowingly became best friends. Hahah... Thx for being there, appreciate it man... Thx.Nicole (both Khoo and Ong) : Haha, you two! =D Never fail to listen out my problems and be there for me! Haha... Thanks so so much, even though i cant really be there for you two ALL the time. But i appreciate your help and effort. I'll do my best to be there for you two too, yep? =)School "gang" : Haha, you guys cheer me up without knowing it, you know? Haha... Although i nv really told you guys much about my problems, thanks so much for just being there to brighten my day with your fun. Haha...Sister : Haha, little girl, you nv fail to cheer me up when i'm down. Always so lively and bubbly, how to be sad when i'm around with you? haha... you rock, sis! =)There're also other ppl, who were around and there to talk to when I'm down... Sze Hui, Eileen, Veda, Priscilla Han, and Nell too... Thanks for the little convos, small convos but big help. Haha...Alright, i think that's about it... Sry if i left any names out, but trust me, i appreciate any effort you've put in. heh.Thanks again, you guys are the reason i smile now. Haha...Signing outSamtoyed around with, and pushed to the ground...
Sunday, September 21, 2008.
Seems like all that's left to do now is mug. Bahhh.ONE MORE MONTH. C'mon, Sam... 10 years of education for this whole exam. Better do well and make your time worth it...Relatively confident, but my science is still shakey. Jiu ming ahhh...Ah well. Nothing much to post already... Nothing much's been going on in life, same ol rountine. Heh. Oh, but i have made up my mind to go work after my O's. haha... Hope i can get a job at like Yamaha or something, will boost my musical skills at the same time. I plan to chiong my guit and drums after O's too. Haha... But till then! Mug mug mug mug mug mug mug...Signing outSamEdit//
haha, got a quiz from Eileen. Souds interesting, gonna try it out...
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY ?
You Are My Strength - Hillsong
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
The Kill - 30 Seconds To Mars (whoa. scary...)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Let Us Adore - Hillsong (LOL!)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Bliss - Delirious (MY GOSH. My music player's possessed!)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
My Future Decided - Hillsong (I SWEAR. I'm NOT CHEATING!)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Need You Here - Hillsong United
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
At The Cross - Hillsong (eh. Thanks alot ah.)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Dirty Little Secret - All American Rejects (O.o)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Thanks For The Memories - Fall Out Boy (quite true...)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
The Freedom We Know - Hillsong (no link -.-)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Blessed Be Your Name - Matt Redman (Uh... I like God...? lol.)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Show Me Heaven - Delirious (NO! NOT YET! =x)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Move Along - All American Rejects (huh?)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan (OMG.)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy (negh. i dont dance!)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
All For Love - Hillsong United (WOW.)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Homesick At Spacecamp - Fall Out Boy (MY GOSH.)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
G.I.N.A.S.F.S. - Fall Out Boy (the title beats me too, i dunno what it stands for either...)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
So In Love With You - Planetshakers (uh...?)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Crayons Can Melt On Ice For All I Care - Reliant K (Lol. now THAT's some secret. haha...)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Everything - Delirious (sure, they're everything! Haha...)
WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?
Introduction - Hillsong United (LOL!)
Haha, all of the above are true, no editing! Hahaha...
My music player rocks man...
heh.
Try it if you'd like... Haha...do you, or do you not...?
Thursday, September 11, 2008.
Hey...Things can really hit you hard at times... Like how it just hit me that my O's are round the corner, just 5 wks left...Must push myself, must have more discipline... Must chiong like mad from now...But i'm already so tired, so worn out...sigh.All i can do now is pray for the best... Pray for strength..."God be the solution..." (Solution - Hillsong United)Samit also hit me hard on how hurt i was... and still am...
Monday, September 01, 2008.
Hey... Haven't got much done recently... Boring life again. Nothing different going on, its always the same thing over and over again...At times i really look at other ppl's blogs (i just read finish one), read how much fun they have, and i myself sit there thinking... Why'm i not doing anything fun today? Why haven't i been doing anything fun in such a long while?Sure, exams are coming, fun should wait. But i dont know, its been so draining just going through the same thing over and over again while your friends are out there having so much fun...I want a change... I'm sick of this... Sigh. It'll be over in a few more months. I'm so looking forward to it.Till then, guess i cant really do anything much... If you cant change it, live with it then, i guess...But it's really starting to get... I dunno... Negh...I wanna get out of this joint...Samhonestly... does she still care AT ALL? Sigh. No she doesn't. Forget it, Sam.
