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HELP ME TO

CHANGE WHAT

I CAN CHANGE



AND ACCEPT WHAT



I CANNOT...
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Samuel Lee Sheng Hui.

6th Jan 1992. (17 this year)

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© freakyryo-

Sunday, July 27, 2008.

Is it true? Have I really drifted that far away?
Just came back from a party but I wasn't in the best of moods for the whole day (sorry guys...)
I was reflecting on what someone told me... That at the rate I'm going I'm gonna backslide. And she's not the only one who feels it, there's someone else too...
But is it true? Am I really going down?
I really really don't know, I'm so confused...
All I want is answers... What's making you two feel this way? What am I doing wrong? I know that my walk with God has not exactly been great I'll admit. But... Am I really that close to backsliding as you two say? Have I really gone that far? THAT far?
I dont know who can help me now... I guess no one can, its between me and Him...
Sigh... Help me... I'm crying out...

Sam
Oh God... Am I really that far? Am I really that lost? Am I really going down? Am I really such a big disappointment? Oh God, I need You... Pull me back, pull me back, I dont want to go down... Help me out, I dont wanna drown... Only You can save me now...